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Sunday, January 25, 2009,

Leaving....
Everybody definitely has thoughts about leaving somewhere someday...
It might be the country they're in... Or even their homes....
To just pack up and start over....
Some people might just think about it more than others....
People might think that leaving might not be the best solution cuz it will seem as if they're running away...
But to others...
Its best if they were to just leave rite?
The sooner the better if things just keep on messing up dont they?
When people finally realize how blind and stupid they've been...
Its time to actually leave already right?

Insensitive,Hypocrite,Fake,Dumb..... Dats wad i am rite? I guess ive been too blind to realize all that...



12:29:00 AM

Friday, October 17, 2008,

RULES:
_ Pick your birth month.
_ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
_ Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.
_ Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.
_ Tag 5 people.


My Month: June

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.


Ok almost everything applies to me.. Haha.... I think they missed out quite a few things...




JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
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SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
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OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
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DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.



3:54:00 AM

Friday, October 03, 2008,

Which Big Bang Boyfriend would you want in these situations? PART 3!!!!!!

Credits to Cynthia Wong @ Big Bang's Facebook Group


1. When I ask for him to buy me pretty clothes

a. TOP: says okay and runs to the mall
b. GD: tells me that if I get any prettier than I am now, life is gonna get difficult for me
c. YB: says okay and picks one out for me
d. DS: buys me a doraemon dress
e. SR: tells me "you have a lot of clothes you buy me one"

2. When my house is dirty/messy

a. TOP: forces on a fake smile and says its clean
b. GD: says "what is this?! oh well, lets clean this together:D"
c. YB: cleans it up by himself
d. DS: brings in a dorraemon robot that cleans and becomes happy:D
e. SR: says "i cant stand this lets leave"

3. When I eat noodles the night before and my face is all swollen

a. TOP: tries very hard to hold in his laughter
b. GD: says "aww babe cmon what is this.." and massages my face for me
c. YB: asks me if im OK
d. DS: says "its okay hun dorraemon is here!"
e. SR: says "pft, who said to eat noodles?"

4. When I wear a super short mini skirt

a. TOP: looks at my legs and seems pleased (lmao)
b. GD: says "BABE!", takes off his jacket and covers my legs with them
c. YB: goes somewhere and brings back a pair of jeans
d. DS: covers it with dorraemon(????)
e. SR: becomes worried and begs "dont wear skirts all the guys are gonna hit on you "

5. When I forget that it's our 100th day together♥

a. TOP: forgives you, says "its okay things like this happen"
b. GD: acts super cute and asks "guess what day it is today~!"
c. YB: says "how can you be like this"
d. DS: tell me that dorraemon is gonna put a curse on me! (hehehhehe)
e. SR: gets mad at me for a while

6. When I'm crying...

a. TOP: thinks that if he asks why im crying, i might get embarassed so he doesnt say anything
b. GD: quietly hugs me from behind <33333333333
c. YB: tells me not to cry and sings me a romantic song♥
d. DS: tell me not to cry and gives me a dorraemon doll as a present:D
e. SR: looks at me..... and cries even harder than me! LMAO

7. When I'm DRUNKKKKKK..

a. TOP: keeps asking "why did you drink? huhhh?"
b. GD: goes to the kitchen and cooks hae-jang-gook (a type of soup you drink to recover from drunkness) for me
c. YB: says "were you having a hard time? im sorry..."
d. DS: asks if i drank because of him, and tells me hes sorry/
e. SR: says "what! you drank without me" and gets mad at me playfully

8. When I ask, "do you wanna go out with me?"

a. TOP: says "yes" right away like he was waiting for it
b. GD: says "a girl should never have to ask a guy out, its the guys job" and asks me out;)
c. YB: ignores me(????)
d. DS: mumbles and cant really answer, shy.
e. SR: doesnt say anything for a bit.... then suddenly says "i love you"

9. When I cant swim in the swimming pool

a. TOP: rescues me right away
b. GD: says "its not deep at all there! you can stand up you know:)"
c. YB: calls a lifeguard
d. DS: is drowining in the pool with me
e. SR: freaks out "OMG YOURE DROWNING!"

10. When I ask him to buy me the newest brand name very very expensive heel

a. TOP: buys me one then goes and cries in the corner T.T my money
b. GD: laughs, looks at me and kindly buys me one without a question
c. YB: swipes his card without a word
d. DS: tells the employee to give it to him cheaper
e. SR: tells me "this ones better, lets buy this"

11. When I get admitted to the hospital (arms, legs, head)

a. TOP: asks "are you okay?"
b. GD: says "when youre hurt, i hurt too.." and cries
c. YB: packs my favourite lunch for me
d. DS: brings and buys me juice, clothes, accessories and everything i want
e. SR: gets out a permanent marker and starts drawing on my cast

12. When I say "hug me"

a. TOP: hugs me definitely
b. GD: hugs me tightly
c. YB: holds me lightly
d. DS: says "youre too cute" and hugs me
e. SR: hugs me and says "you know i love you right?"

13. When I don't pick up my phone

a. TOP: gets worried and asks "is something up?"
b. GD: gets playfully pissed and says "why didnt you pick up!"
c. YB: says "i guess you were busy.."
d. DS: says "hmph, we'll see if i pick up your phone!"
e. SR: starts crying

14. When we're watching a disturbing action movie (killing, blood, guts, etc)

a. TOP: asks "are you okay?" and looks at me worriedly
b. GD: holds my hand and walks me out of the movie theatre
c. YB: watches it quietly
d. DS: reacts even more than i do and says its scary
e. SR: watches carefully and immitates it

15. When I beg to buy me a super short short short mini skirt

a. TOP: says "i dont care bout pants, but skirts no way!"
b. GD: says "babe, just look at your legs, no way its only for my eyes" and blushes.
c. YB: says "of course i`ll buy you!"
d. DS: says "this is prettier...." and picks out a cheaper one
e. SR: says "youre definitely my soul mate, youve got a sense in style"

16. When I beg for him to buy me his mp3 (the same one)

a. TOP: says "of course" and buys me the mp3 i want
b. GD: gently puts the earphones he was listening to in my ears
c. YB: smiles at me and gives me his
d. DS: laughs and passes
e. SR: buys me one, and buys himself a newer one too


This totally cheered me up... =)



11:51:00 PM

Monday, September 29, 2008,

Kya kya kya
This is probably like a month overdued but... I FINALLY HV MY PSP!!
WOOOT...





Remember the big bang quiz i posted a few weeks ago??
Well.. Heres part 2 of it...

Which Big Bang boyfriend would you want in these situations?

1. When I buy him clothes as a present and he doesnt like it…

a. TOP: smiles and lies trying to compliment it saying it’s pretty
b. GD: takes my hand and goes to the shopping mall explaining why he must exchange it for his fashion purposes
c. YB: smiles and tries to start a different conversation
d. DS: gets overly excited and exaggerates his thanks
e. SR: wears it on the spot and jumps up and down the sidewalk

2. When I am jealous due to his relationship with one of the female celebrities on TV

a. TOP: holds my hand.
b. GD: explains logically says its not true… then goes on TV and explains to the world its not true as well.
c. YB: stutters trying to explain continously, then sighs saying he’s sorry
d. DS: laughs and seeings ‘Look at Me GiSoon’ with my name in it instead
e. SR: Acts cute and says “Are you being jealous right now~!?’ in a cute voice

3. When I’m away from my phone and another guy sends me a text hitting on me
a. TOP: deletes the guys number
b. GD: presses ‘Call’ on the number right away.
c. YB: pretends he didnt see it but gets quiet
d. DS: tells me i got a text and gives me suspicious looks
e. SR: smiles and lets it go infront of me, then goes home and tracks the guy down texting him evil messages

4. When he comes to my house without a word but I look like a ‘pain’ (no shower, havent washed hair, sweats, etc etc)

a. TOP: Washes my hair for me - lol... i blame hana yori dango for this...
b. GD: Makes me a schedule on ‘how to not be a pain’ and makes me write a written oath that i will never be a ‘pain’ again
c. YB: lies to me and tells me he hasnt washed his hair for 4 days either
d. DS: sits down on my couch like nothings wrong and watches Doraemon
e. SR: Gets too shocked and scared that he cant even come in the house

5. When I get a sickness and must die the next day

a. TOP: treats me like the normal days but never lets go of my hand
b. GD: swallows/hides his tears and says “Lets live today to the fullest/Until the day ends lets live like no tomorrow”
c. YB: ends up crying and doesnt know what to do
d. DS: pretends he didnt hear and keeps making me laugh
e. SR: cant stop crying and just keeps taking pictures with me

6. When he walks in on me cheating on him with someone else

a. TOP: without a word, punches the guy and takes me with him
b. GD: gives me his ring (couple ring), cellphone and walks out without a word
c. YB: makes a conversation with all of us
d. DS: says “Oops, got in the wrong place” and walks out
e. SR: gets very mad and cant control his anger so he throws and breaks furniture

7. When meeting my parents and they dont like him

a. TOP: goes on his knees
b. GD: says “(name) is pregnant”
c. YB: smiles and says he wants to marry his first love
d. DS: tries to earn points by singing ‘Look at me Gwisoon’
e. SR: kisses me infront of my parents and shouts “(name) IS MY LADY!”

8. When he sees that I’m in the audience while hes performing

a. TOP: never takes his eyes off me until his performance ends
b. GD: ignores me because i make him nervous and focuses on making the performance perfect for me
c. YB: is so happy that he keeps smiling and messes up his dance
d. DS: puts in customized moves by him for me
e. SR: acts cute infront of the camera

9. When I tell him I’m going to get plastic surgery

a. TOP: pretends he didnt hear and secretly slides a picture of ’surgery-gone-wrong’ pictures for me to see
b. GD: gives me his credit card
c. YB: tells me I'm more beautiful now and says no.
d. DS: insists if i do it, hes definitely doing it too
e. SR: listens to me and then makes fun of me

10. When I say I'm going to a resort for university
a. TOP: tells me to have fun and come back
b. GD: keeps asking me if guys are gonna be there too
c. YB: says its okay but you see him starting to pout without realization
d. DS: suddenly gives me Doraemon and tells me to think of him when i look at this
e. SR: says “Take me too”

11. When watching a movie together and its some serious 19+ sexual content…
a. TOP: tries to switch the mood by being funny
b. GD: ……asks jokingly “…can you do that?” >.<
c. YB: cheeks turn red, starts pourring nose bleed and faints
d. DS: “oh fun stuff~” and enjoys it
e. SR: suddenly whips his head around and looks at me

Haha... *Drumroll*.. Top came in 1st again.. woot....



7:53:00 AM

Thursday, August 28, 2008,

After weeks/months of waiting...
ITS FINALLY HERE!!!!
MY COPY OF STAND UP!!!!
AHHHH
CHECK THESE PICS OUT!!
I was sooo curious abt the preorder gift they were offering...
And it turns out that they wer de printed pics...
muahaha!!
I apologize for the lack of vocab but im waay too excited rite now...
I can finally strike something outta my wishlist!!!









2:29:00 AM

Saturday, August 09, 2008,

Happy 43rd birthday Singapore!!!

Now that we got that outta the way..
Its about time that I shud blog abt *drumroll*
BIG BANG'S LATEST MINI ALBUM STAND UP!!!!
MUAHAHAHA!!
and lemme tell u its AMAZING!!!
Now i cant wait to get my hands on my copy!!!
muahaha..


I cant decide which song I like best cuz all of em are sooo goood...
Haru haru was awesome and I cant wait for their comeback performance!!
tomorrow babeh!!
I admit dat I didnt tear up the 1st time I watched the mv cuz I was too distracted by everyone's hotness..
But i did tear up aft that...


Lyric Translation:
yellowbbang@yg_bigbang LiveJournal
Monologue Translation: Brokenfruit
Subbed by: Vicky
BabyBongaholic @ youtube

Stand Up - AWESOME!!!!!!! The countdown at the end kinda made me laugh... Its only sexy to miss out on 1 wen ur gd.. hehe
Haru Haru - 1 word.. AMAZING!!!... Its so catchy but so extremely sad at the same time
Heaven - Really really cute song!!
Lady - This song is soooo seriously laid back dat u cant help but dance to it...
A Good Man - hehe.. Im just biased cuz top composed this but I loove the beat sooo much!!! Awesome job!!
Oh My Friend - I probably need to get used to this song but the lyrics are really sweet..

Ohh!!

Here are the lyrics!!
I found em at the BB Wordpress

BIG BANG STAND UP TRACK LYRICS
*translated by jeska; edited by gdluvzmc*
*do no remove or add to credits*

STAND UP (Intro)

[GD] BIG BANG, Let’s go!

[YB] I wanna
I just let it go

[SR] Individually different groove(s) (hey)
(yet it) isn’t the same group (hey)
B.I.G. B.A.N.G.~

[DS] Some kind of different move (hey)
We are that boom (hey)
B.I.G. B.A.N.G~

[GD] (Check it out, yea)
Listen up, listen up
For me, it’s an intense crack
Addicts appear on this dangerous track
Five people alone is not a set
Seungri, Daesung, G-Dragon is (the) golden ticket

[TOP] We are always next to you
We will deliver another deep impression
As you know this generation’s TOP
High quality and color like the high SUN [GD said SR, DS, GD; TOP said TOP & YB; YB=sun <3]

[DS] Let’s get crazy yo let’s overdo things together
[SR] I can’t control myself as there are more people
[YB] (Hey) loser on the stage, move it’s our turn again [<---sexy]
Everybody stand up, stand up!
Everybody wake up, wake up!

[SR] Individually different groove(s) (hey)
(yet it) isn’t the same group (hey)
B.I.G. B.A.N.G.~

[DS] Some kind of different move (hey)
We are that boom (hey)
B.I.G. B.A.N.G~

You want some more
[GD] (Give it to me, give it to me) (x3)
5, 4, 3, 2, 0


HARU HARU

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

[Verse 1; GD + TOP]
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

[GD Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

[TOP Rap]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

[Verse 2; SR + DS]
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

[GD] Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

[TOP] You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge; DS + SR]
I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

[YB] It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Repeat Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye

HEAVEN

I love you, I remember you, Heaven

[GD] (Sing it together! Big Bang, Hey T, let’s do it brah! Go go go)

la la la la-

[TOP] 24/7 you are everlasting heaven
[GD] 24/7 you are my only heaven
[TOP] 24/7 you are everlasting heaving 24/7 heaven

[GD] (Let’s go) Thought it would be the last, thought the second would never come
Love that didn’t suit me at all came to me this hot summer
My other half that I’ve waited and waited for, I always had a dream about you
You are my resting place in my heart,
I want to stare and stare again, give and give again

[TOP] I feel thirsty because of flutter, why does my love run away
I am mad, it’s not going how I wanted, I can’t understand
But I don’t want to lose you, I don’t want to be apart from you
You are the one in my life you are more beautiful than heaven

[Chorus]
I love you, I call you, I remember you, I wait for you
Your one phrase, that “I love you” phrase
I love you I remember you (I remember your everything)

[TOP/GD] Tears of sorrow, sky, star, and heaven

[SR] You breathe in my every lifestyle
I see only your name in my phone without knowing

[YB] I hold your hands several times in one day
I feel like I have everything when I kiss you

[TOP] Oh baby a sweet aroma from mini-hompi that I visit everyday
[GD] Oh baby a short text message is too short to express my love

[DS] People make fun of me, (but) I feel happy everyday
[TOP/DS] (Oh baby I feel alive these days) because of you

[Repeat Chorus]

(GD: Hey, hey listen to me)

[DS] Everyday I am afraid; what if you leave me again, become vague from me

[YB] (I feel) so thankful, (I) love you so much, you are the only person in the door of heaven inside of my heart

[Repeat Chorus]

[GD] 24/7, my heaven

A GOOD MAN

[Chrous]
I wouldn’t be like this if I was a good man
But I am not a bad man, right?
Please don’t say it was a misunderstanding
A wrinkled sentimental heart, my last pride thrown away

[GD] I met you after long, long wait; this is heaven’s play (a joke)
Rain stops when it comes down, I just have to hide when lightening strikes
In a dream without you, I wander around everyday, 24 hours
I am anxious to know if you are doing well, if you fell asleep already

[DS] Oh please on more time dance with me tonight
A sweet time with you in my dream again tonight
Stories we shared as we matched our feet calmly

[GD] Stream water is like a toxic
Looks for key to maze of reality

[YB] Is my stunning love a tear of misunderstanding
A bouquet that I put my last hope in

[DS+YB] Heart that was stepped on is harassing me

[GD] OK think in a different point of view, I am sorry dear

[Repeat Chorus]

[TOP] Lost appetite, a wallet to take out a picture again
Checking an empty inbox in cell phone like a fool

[SR] I will erase everything because of yearning, the way of doing it without any evidences

[TOP] One man’s pureness is romantic, a shout from deep inside of his heart
Time will solve it, a stinging whip called separation

(Please have only a bit of caffeine and alcohol)

My reflection in the mirror ignores me

[Repeat Chorus]

[TOP/SR] Pride that I persisted turns into tears on eyes that didn’t move at all
Rain drops lightly(?); She can’t forget about me yet (You can’t forget me) (x2)

A good person (She can’t forget me)
A bad person (I forget you)
A good person, a bad person
I, I, I am a bad person

[Repeat Chorus]

LADY

Excuse me miss girl
(GD: Hey, Lady…. Know What? Hehe, yo)
Excuse me miss girl (Hey)
Excuse me miss girl (Hey)
Excuse me miss –
(GD: Come here, sit down, let’s talk)

[Chorus]
[YB] Oh lady don’t leave already, give me some more time
My lady, I still have words to say
[DS] Don’t say “Do it tomorrow,” give me your love
My lady I say yo, I say yo~~~

[TOP] Hold on a sec, excuse me miss – name? Age? Do you have time?
Girl, I won’t hurt you, I am a gentleman so hurry up
What’s yo’ name

[GD] To be honest, (my heart) beats fast, my sweat drips down, my heart beats
I don’t know, don’t know
Big steps with big strides, one step stealthily, our love line is sunny sunny (Here we go)

[TOP] I feel a good premonition especially today
[SR] My heart flutters ah-ha will I be able to talk today

[Repeat Chorus]

(GD: Verse 2)

[SR] I try to catch your sight 1, 2 (1, 2) but you don’t look at me, make me feel awkward
You will come to me soon, I know (you’re the only one girl)

[DS] I can’t explain everything, but this is my first time being like this
The world stopped soon as I saw you, except my heart

[TOP] I feel a good premonition especially today
[YB] My heart flutters yea~ will I be able to talk today

[Repeat Chorus]

[GD] (Ahemm, Lady, I’ll give you something girl, let’s gooo)
I say yoyoyo, let it go go go I am tired, hurry up (and) call call call
Can’t you understand my heart?
[TOP] I can’t understand my own heart now, huh
I feel dizzy and disgusted when I think about what I can do for you to accept me
[GD] I feel like giving up but I feel blushed when I see your face again
I can’t handle it, I am like that

[YB] This is last time, I wear a nice suit, flowers that looks like you, and necklace, ring
I love you, I need you, I wanna be your man baby

[Repeat Chorus]

[GD] (Sing it louder!)
Excuse me miss lady
So tell me what your name is
And where you from, baby (x2)
[YB] I say yo, I say yo~~~


OH MY FRIEND

[GD] 1, 2, 3, 4!

[DS] If this world makes you sad, say my name whenever and wherever
I am 911 emergency, for you only, I’m only 5 minutes away, yeah yeah

[SR] Your sorrow that you feel isn’t sorrow
It’s a rope that bonded us together

[YB] I’ll get wet in rain for you, run without a stop, go through a rough wind yeah
Your heavy burden, dark shadow; I will block them all now [<-- cute!]

[Chorus NO BRAIN]
Oh my friend oh my friend; I will be your friend forever
Oh my friend oh my friend; only you can make me live
Oh my friend oh my friend; I will become a tree behind you silently
Oh my friend oh my friend; my friend I love you (dear) friend

[TOP] Let’s rock & roll, man I don’t control
Close your eyes and open your heart (Love & Peace)
(A) Hope you dreamed (of), trust me, tells only truth without lies
Walk straight, limp at least once, mistakes can happen to anyone
Step on a failure and get up, goodbye to a wound that aches

[GD] (Yo) Come on! Hold my hand and let’s go, let’s look for a lost dream again
Let’s fly together, brush up dusts, let’s go together, a person next to you as well
We can’t see an end but future is bright, there are many chances because we are young
Let’s love each other, scream louder, FREEDOM!

[Repeat Chorus]

(Yea, yea, yea, here we go!)

[Bridge; DS + SR + YB]
Leave from bored daily life as you dreamed
Run toward the dream, dear
Go away go away, let’s go away baby
Whoa ho, Whoa… oh oh ~ (GD: Big Bang, No Brain, haha once again) (x2)
(Yeaaa) Everybody RUN!

[Repeat Chorus]

credit: jeska + gdluvzmc



1:09:00 AM

Monday, August 04, 2008,

Haha...
This post MIGHT be slightly Big Bang oriented.. =p
YeA yea.. we all know that they lost the MAA.. but its totally fine wimme cuz they stil deserved the gold chocolate bar moar den de winners...
ugh..
anyway..
im seriously counting down to 2 dates this month
8th Aug - STAND UP ALBUM RELEASE + 2 BB MVS
15th Aug - FINAL DAY OF ATTACHMENT

Hahaha... I definitely made a boo boo last thur..
Can u imagine being rushed to compile a list of resignees from the March all the way to august??
in like 4 hrs...
like its toally rushed..
den wen u tell em dat ur busy...
ppl wil crowd ard u asking u if ur stressed?
as if de expression on ur face isnt enough.. ugh..




I dont know why.. But i absolutely love the way top is looking at dae sung in dat pic...
L-R
Tae Yang (Dong Young Bae) , G-Dragon (Kwon Ji Yong), Seung Ri(Lee Seung Hyun) , Top (Choi Seung Hyun), Dae sung (Kang Dae Sung)..














Hahaha..
So anyway.. My irritating cousin and i were going thru the BB forum at soompi and we found this quiz... Im just too lazy to go back to the very 1st post....


'Which Big Bang boyfriend would you want in these situations?'

1. When I fall and hurt myself

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who gives me a piggy back ride to the hospital
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who makes fun of me because I fell
c. Dong Young- Bae, who runs to go buys medication
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who helps me get home
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if it hurts a lot and blows on the place where it hurts

2. When I say I want a name brand item

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who buys a fake one and says later on, he'll make it a real one
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who pretends not to listen but buys it for me later
c. Dong Young-Bae, who promises to buy me one once he makes more money
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who keeps saying not to buy expencive things
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who keeps asking if he can buy me something else

3. While watching a horror movie

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who protects me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who quietly covers my eyes
c. Dong Young-Bae, who comforts me by saying there's nothing to be scared of
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who holds my hand tightly
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who screams even before I scream

4. When my voice crack while singing

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who pinches my cheek and says I'm cute
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who laughs at me
c. Dong Young-Bae, who gets even more embarrassed than me
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who pretends he didn't hear it
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who makes fun of me by imitating me

5. When his friend says he likes me

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says what are you trying to do and breaks ties with his friend
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who goes up and punches his friend
c. Dong Young-Bae, who talks it out with his friend
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says he will introduce another girl to his friend
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who stops talking to his friend

6. When I'm mad at my boyfriend

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who starts a serious talk by asking me if I'm mad
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I'm sorry and says don't be mad
c. Dong Young-Bae, who sings to me
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who makes me laugh
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who does cute stuff around me

7. When my boyfriend meets my friends

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who compliments me in front of my friends
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who asks my friends to watch over our relationship
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me feel good by complimenting my friends
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who makes my friends comfortable as if they were his friends
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks my friends to consider him


8. On my birthday

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who takes me some place expencive
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who treats me better than other days
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me a special present
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who sings to me on a stage at a restaurant
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who says happy birthday all day long cheerfully


9. When we kiss

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tight first
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who just does it
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks first
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who becomes awkward first
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if I can give him a kiss on the cheek and turns his head when I'm about to kiss his cheeks

10. When it's raining and we only have one umbrella

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who shares the umbrella but he ends up getting wet
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who holds me really tight so both of us don't get wet
c. Dong Young-Bae, who give me the umbrella and he walks under the rain
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who tells me to wait and go gets another umbrella
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who just tosses the umbrella and have both of us to walk in the rain


11. When I say I want to break up

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who lets me go, saying he's sorry he didn't do much for me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who is dumbfounded and says he never thought I'd break it off
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks if he can hug me one last time
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says farewell and lets me go, crying
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who clings and anxiously asks why I'm acting like this suddenly

12. When we go to the amusement park

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who suggests to ride what I want to ride
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who suggests to go to the haunted house first
c. Dong Young-Bae, who takes lots of pictures
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who eats this and that
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who forcefully takes me to scary rides


13. When he is paying at a restaurant but has no money

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who is sorry but asks if I could pay for now
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs
c. Dong Young-Bae, who has them keep his belonging until he can pay
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls his friend to bring some money
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who is anxious and doesn't know what to do


14. When I talk to another guy

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks it's no big deal
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who tells me not to talk to other guys
c. Dong Young-Bae, who can't say anything but actually bothers him
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who is curious and sneakingly wedges in the conversation
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who later asks what we talked about

15. When he can't reach me through the phone

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says he's worried
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who comes to my house right away
c. Dong Young-Bae, who lets it by, thinking something must have happened
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls until I pick up
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who gets mad because I didn't pick up

16. When I tell him I love him

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who whispers in my ear that he loves me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who kisses me
c. Dong Young-Bae, who hugs me without saying a word
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who smiles, embarrassed
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tightly, saying he loves me too


17. When we're shopping

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says it's boring and wants to go home already
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who picks out clothes for me
c. Dong Young-Bae, who does everything I want to do
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who impatiently follows me around
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who enjoys shopping more than I do


18. When I act cutely (like a kid)

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks I'm cute and hugs me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I'm not doing it right and shows an example
c. Dong Young-Bae, who tells me to do that everyday
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who just laughs
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who copies me


19. When we get held up by a gang

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who fights them
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes an effort to clear things out
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls the cops
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who leaves me and runs away



5:11:00 AM

Saturday, August 02, 2008,

Apologize...
That was the song dat was on right aft the Award for Favourite Artist Korea was given out...
And bb lost... =(...
Gosh...
It really fits with what im feeling rite now...
Lets just hope de winners dont do so well during their performance...

PURPLE PSP!!! IM SOOO COMING FOR U!!!!



8:34:00 AM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008,




5:51:00 AM





5:47:00 AM

Sunday, June 22, 2008,

lol..
Im officially 19 today!!!!
Yea?
Gosh.. I dont feel any different...
Hahaha...

I got my 1st bdae gift on Friday...
I got official yb porn...
Yeap... Dazz rite... Porn...
Vips shud get what yb porn is....
Cant believe u bestie atiqah!!! U got me porn for my 19th bdae...
Hahaha...


omgosh laaa...
i cant believe its actually Tae Yang's Hot Album...!!!WITH the poster...
The poster is sooo much smex...
Gosh... I dont think I shud go on abt it!!
Hahaha!!!

I shall upload the pics of it when im more sane...
Cuz I still cant get over it!!

so yea...
THE POSTER IS HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE

lol.. she tried to be so vague abt it..
de 1st clue she gave me was hot
hahaha .. i actually figured out dat it was de album cuz dats de album title...
2nd clue?
6 pack...
3rd n final clue?
very very hard to brg ard...
hahahha...
so much for being vague gal?
HAHAH... =P


DEFINITELY THE BEST GIFT FROM U EVER
EVER
EVVVVVVVER..
and then its eith miss moo cow or de a walk to rmb dvd... =p
GOSH I HATE U SOO MUCH NOW.
I HV NOOOOOOOOOO IDEA HOW IM GONNA TOP UR GIFT FOR U 4 BDAE.. =(

HAHAHAHA....
KIDDING!!!!
SARANGHAE!!!!!
GOSH...

So how did I spend the 1st few hrs of my bdae??
ONLINE VOTING FOR BB FOR THE MAA!!! while bugging atiqah to watch big bang's km idol world appearance...
LOL....
Been sooo attached to this chatroom/box...
It seriously feels nice talking to other vips and all of us can spazz and stuff...
guess some ppl just dont get it huh?? hehe...
gosh...
I seriously have nooo idea if the mass voting was a failure or not...
but i dont think so tho..
cuz we caught up sooo much!!!
until those ppl woke up and started voting again
ugh...
but all of us seriously cant gv up..
not yet...
not until july 25th..
they're sooo going down!!
we managed to catch up...
we can sooo beat them!!
hwaiting ya'll!!!


Lol...
so yea...
I went out with the family just now...
It was fun...
thank u sooo much!!!
love ya'll!!
gosh i ate waaay tooo much just now my stomach's about to burst...
lol...
hazirah and i played musical airport piano...
lol.. we only walked on the black tiles of the changi airport floor...
guess we had nothing better to do...
hehe...

this post shud be loong enough rite??

PLEASE PLEASE VOTE FOR BIG BANG FOR THE MAA
FOR ALL THOSE I'VE BUGGED TO VOTE...
THANK U SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH... =)
http://kr.mtvasiaawards.com/Korea/FunStuff/widget/artist/17



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